Have a Bam Day!

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 22:35:28 GMT

Oh shit. Fathers Day is tomorrow and I have nothing, and this is the time I really need to suck up. Oh shit.
I went to bed at 5am last night cause Jennie and I stayed up watching Degrassi xD! Some of the best things come from Canada, I love it.

I tried to strip the color out of my hair today and it bleached the shit Me: OMGWTF BLONDE BLEACH ONGONGONGONGOGNNG! Yeah..

I'm bored So I'm gonna look for surveys :D!

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 05:05:43 GMT

Thank you Free_stylin for the amazing layout! :D

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 03:28:46 GMT

I need to find something to do this summer. I cant just sit here and eat and drink and type and waste away all summer or I'll be like.. major Blubber OMG WALRUS LIKE!!!
I've stopped drinking things that I enjoy like ANYTHING THATS NOT WATER.
Give me caffine right now danmit!! XSKDRJK#@K But the doctor says caffine is bad :B Herr herr.

Umm.. I have been on the phone for like 11 hours today. See Jennie its all your fault I'm not active XD!!

Oh oh oh. And Dad is a major bunghole. Me: Isnt your birthday Monday? I THOUGHT YOU WOULD FUCKING KNOW YOURE MY DAUGHTER *bitchbitchbitch*
Guess what dad? Frankly I dont give a shit when your birthday is I was just trying to make conversation.

Lately my sister has been buggin the hell out of me (FYI, My sister is 24 and She lives in Virginia.) She calls like 123532334 times a day and always wants to talk to me, I mean don't get me wrong I love my Angiekins but sometime I need to.. be left the fuck alon? Yes.

Mom is actually being nice to me. She promised to buy me things. Thats right baby, Whoot.

I'll update moe later :D

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 18:47:29 GMT

Hey everyone. I've had a bad day. Apparently someone pissed in my dearest mother and fathers Cornflakes. God I hate them.
I have to get braces and getting them is interferring with my vacation, Which I have to go on vacation to get away from here or I will.. die or something. I am spending a week with Jennie which will be teh Shizzle Gotta love the Jenniekins :3.
I woke up and there's this random man banging on the wall and I was like WTF, mate. That scared the hell out of me.
I've been having these weird dreams where I'm going to die and my best friend tells me when, where, what will happen and she'll die too.. O_O.
Then my neighbor called "OMG COME DOWN TO MY HOUSE OMG" M
Me: No.
Her: "YES OMG FINE NO FRIENDS WE ARE *click*"
How lovely, eh?

I can not wait until vacation. I promised Jennie this year at the fair I would actually ride the rides and notbe a pussy. LOL

Diana, Curtis and My grandmother are coming down next Friday and my hair is fucked up from where I dyed it.
Lord help me.
Anyone know any techniques to getting your normal color back? Please help.

Umm.. I have an ortho appointment next Thursday.

Other than that I'll just waste away in front of the computer all week..

Thats about it for now.

Umm.. I AM BACK!

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 01:11:16 GMT

Yo. Now that summers is here I'm back to LJ, due to the fact I have no life WHEE!
Umm..
Lifes been kinda.. not nice.

1) Parents are fuckers and I hate them, but I guess thats parrt of teenager
2) Friends rulse, TRUE friends that is.

Yeah.. Will update more :)

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 00:15:39 GMT

1.) Are you male or female?: "Man, I feel like a woman."

2.) Describe your neighborhood: "But i'm still from da hood dont be askin fo money"

3.) How do you look?: "Ceom here you sexy motherfucker"

4.) If you could say something to the person you like, what would it be?: "I wanna take off your clothes I'M FEELIN THIS!"

5.) Where do you wish you were right now? "I WANT A SHOPPING SPREE IN NY CITY!"

6.) What would you say to your best friend?: "I BELIEVE IN A THING CALLED LOOOVE OOH OHOH"

7.) Any words of wisdom: "SOMEDAY SOMEHOW I'M GONNA MAKE IT ALRIGHT, BUT NOT RIGHT NOW"

8.) What do you wish you were doing right now?: "I KNOW YOU WANNA HIT THAT HIT THAT"

9.) What do you think of drugs and alcohol?: "I was gonna go to class before I got high.. I coulda cheated and I coulda passed but I got high- I am taking it next semester and I know why - cause I got high cause I got high cause I got high, LALALALALALA"

10.) If you could say one thing to your enemy, what would it be?: "YOU TRY TO TAKE THE BEST OF ME GO AWAY!"

11.) What do you usually do on Friday nights?: "chillin at the holidae in"

12.) Are you for world peace?: "I just don't know what to think anymore"

13.) What do you think about school?: "I DONT WANNA WORK I WANNA BANG ON A DRUM ALL DAY HEYHEYHEY"

14.) How do you feel right now?: "SHUT UP WHEN IM TAlKING TO YOU SHUT UPPP!"

15.) Any closing words?: "SHAKE IT LIKE A POLAROID PICTURE"

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 16:20:23 GMT

Ugly black boxes go away >:[
anyway... I've watched LP Live In Texas 4 times today :P
If only I could be there.. But Can I? NO OF COURSE NOT. This sucks majorly. Why? I must go... now... now... now.

Yeah.. anyway umm.. No school next week.. so YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYY!!!!

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 18:18:40 GMT

Sometimes It feels like your mouse, life's the cat.
Everything that pertains to your life is out to get you..
Including the people I used to love.
Lifes unfair, I guess you learn to deal
But some people just can't..
Am I one of those people?
Maybe I am.
I can't deal with the pain.
I don't think its managable.

Love's lost, hatred's found
What once was joyful now is sorrowful.
When I used to smile.. Now I cry.
The friends who used to be there, now are gone..
Why must I go through this..

Maybe it's a test..
Will I pass?
Maybe I will..
Perhaps I won't.

Why must you do this to me?

.

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 15:01:03 GMT

Now I'm only able to get on the comp on weekends...

last few quizzes .. ;D

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 14:53:43 GMT

you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.

which happy bunny are you?
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Exhibitionist

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You are going to marry Ashton Kutcher. He is kind
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
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way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
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What Emotion Dominates you?
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:P

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 14:04:44 GMT

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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HAHAHAHAHA. My inner child is a moody teenager, how lovely.
I have a background I want to put in my LJ.. but does Jessica know how to do it? nooo. Help pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

OMG ANOTHER SURVEY!

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 00:58:08 GMT

1)Starting time: 7:35 PM
2)Full name: Jessica Renee (insert ignorant last name here ^_^)
3)Nicknames: Jaybird, Jay, Nay, Jess, Jessie T_T, Jessicahead, retard, Special Eddy, Fucking Bitch, Dumb ass ^_^
4)School: Fuck West Jackson Middle. School I love; SOUTHEAST MIDDLE! REPRESENTIN', YO!
5)email: #@$#%#$%@.com
6)Eyes: hazel
7)Height: 5'4
8)Siblings: Angela, 23
9)Been drunk before?: slightly
10)Ever cheated or been cheated on: Mmmmhmmm
11)Ever missed school because it was raining?: Erm.. noo..
12)Set any body part on fire for amusement?: My hair was set on fire.. Not by me.
13)Kept a secret from everyone?: Ohhh yeah
14)Had an imaginary friend?: Nah
15)Wanted to hook up with a friend?: Mmmhmmm
16)Cried during a Flick?: Yeah..
17)Had a crush on a teacher?: No.
18)Had a crush on animated characters?: No.
19)Ever at anytime owned a 'New kids on the block'?: I inherited it from my sister XDDD
20)Ever prank called someone: Yes ^_^ Gotta love 3 way
21)Been on stage: Yess

-----------------FAVORITES------------------
22)Shampoo: Thermasilk
23)Color: Black, Purple
24)Summer/Winter?: Summmerr
25)Online Activity?: AIM.
26)Lace, silk or satin: Ergh.. Silk?
27)Have a crush on anyone: mmmhmmm
28)Who have you known the longest of your freinds: Jennie
29)Who's the loudest: MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
30)Who's the shyest: Umm.. Kristen
31)Who do you go to for advice: JENNEH
32)Who do you get along with: Noone, Except Jennie and a few other friends ^_^

-----------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU------------
33)Cried: HELL YES
34)Been mean: Of course!!!
36)Been sarcastic: >:]
37)Met someone new: Yes...
38)Talked to someone you have a crush on?: Ergh.. Nah
39)missed someone: YES OMG YES. SAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
40)Hugged someone: Oh yes.
41)Fought with your parent(s): Oh Yes.
42)Wished upon a star: No. .
43)Laughed until you've cried: YES.
44)Played Truth or Dare: Nooooo
45)Watched a sunrise/sunset: Yeah..
46)Went to the beach at night: I wish..
47)Read a book for fun?: Nah
48)Ate a meal: Phht. Me? No!!
49)Are you lonely?: How can I put this into words.. FUCK YES.
50)Are you happy?: FUCK NO.
51)Are you talking to someone online?: Yes :3 Emmy, and Nigel, and J00

---DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------
52)God/Devil: God.
53)Love: Not really.
54)The Closet Monster: OH YES.
55)The Big Bang Theory: Uhh..
56)Heaven/hell: sure.
57)Superstitions?: nah
60)Backstreet Boys or N Sync?: PHHT
61)When was the last time you showered?: an hour ago
62)What was the last thing that you said when u were online?: JayGirlB29 (7:47:24 PM): ie
63)What is right next to you?: A stereo remote
64)What is your computer desk made of?: wood.
65)What was the last thing that you ate: salad
67)Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: The Bed dumbass.
68)Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: BILLEH
69)How's the weather?: Cold.. and damp.
70)What did you do last night?: Had wild sex. T_X I slept.
71)Thing that you find attractive about the opposite sex?: Hair and Eyes.
72)How do YOU eat an Oreo?: Eww.
73) All time favorite tv show: Ergh.. My TV stays on Fuse.
74)Dream car?: um, one of those spiffy ones. The Skyline from 2 Fast 2 Furious
75)What do you want to be when you grow up?: Nothing. :D
79)Favorite food?: Chinese
80)Favorite days of the week?: Saturday! :B
83)If you could change your name: I would change it to.. IwantBilly :X
84)you sleep with a stuffed animal? Noo.
85)The most stupid thing u ever done?: Umm.. Uhhh..
86)First Son's name?: Ergh.. I cant be a mother.. I just cant.
87)Wife/husband?: BILLYYY
88)First daughter?: ^
89)Fave drink: Dr. Pepper
90)You like scary or funny movies better?: Scary
91)On the phone or in person?: in person.
92)Lust or Love: Ergh. Love.
93)If you could change something about yourself what would it be?: UMM.. LIKE... I DUNNO.
94)Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
95)Do you have pets?: Yesssss. Molly, Ninja.
96)Who sent this survey to you?: I stole it from J00 xD
97)What do you think about this person?: I love teh J00!
98)What is your favorite song?: Nowherekids: Smile Empty Soul
100) Do you want your friends to do this survey?: Sureee
101)Time Finished ?: 7:56

Loong Quiz

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 00:24:37 GMT

First best friend: Jennie
First real memory of something: Falling down on the basketball court.. face first
First date: ... ;D
First real kiss: I dont kiss and tell :P
First Break-up: Uhhh.... With some guy name Seth xD
First Job: Umm.. Cleaning out dog runs?
First screen name: Merril30 lmao.
First self purchased album: Oh Gawd.. Um.. Nsync?
First funeral: My grandfathers..
First pets: Tony (dog)
First piercing/tattoo: My ears.. Like.. when I was 4
First credit card: I'm not trusted enough :P
First true love: Uh.. Corey xD
First enemy: Emily Boyer.. *coughdiebitchcough*
First big trip: Roanoke VA to Blue Whale WVA
First play/musical/performance: Play in 4th grade. I was a cow girl.. YEEEHAW
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Garth Brooks.. o.o

LASTS
Last big car ride: Georgia to VA
Last good cry: Umm.. Night before last
Last library book checked out: Redwall
Last movie seen: 2 fast 2 furious
Last beverage drank: coke o.o
Last food consumed: Salad
Last crush: ;)
Last phone call: Jennie!
Last tv show watched: TRL
Last time showered: about 30 min ago
Last shoes worn: Nike Shox TL
Last cd played: The Long Road Nickelback
Last item bought: 2 Cd's- Smile Empty Soul and Nickelback
Last annoyance: MOM
Last soda drank: Umm.. Coke.
Last ice cream eaten: Banana split thing.
Last time scolded: Sometime today.. I'm sure
Last shirt worn: Old Navy thing.
Last website visited: LiveJournal.

1) kissed your cousin: Umm no thanks..
2) ran away: Once.. kinda.
3) broken someone's heart: Sure have.
4) been in love: ;)
5) cried when someone died: Yes
6) broken a bone: Foot
7) drank alcohol: Mmmhmmm
8) lied: Duh.
9) cried in school: OHHH yeah.
10) coke or pepsi: PEPSAY
11) sprite or 7up: 7up
12) girls or guys: Erm.. Guys, I suppose.
13) flowers or candy: Both
14) scruff or clean shaven: SCRUFFY
15) quiet or loud: LOUD
16) blondes or brunettes: brunettes
17) bitchy or slutty: bitchy
18) tall or short: Umm.. in between
19) pants or shorts: Pants

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: eyes.. or hair
21) last person you slow danced with: AHAHAHAHAHA :X
22) worst thing to do: Mess with me. xD

THE LAST TIME:
23) showered: 35 min ago.
24) had sex: Umm.. No thanks.. Maybe some other time.
25) had a great time with the opposite sex: Ughh.. Sometime in NC ;D

WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: I dont have one. Maybe thats why I'm not lucky.
27) person you hate the most: I have a long list.. Must I name them all.. Nah.. I guess anyone who is a total dick :D

FAVORITES:
29) color: Black, purple
30) movie: Pirates Of The Carribean
31) book: LOTR
32) subject in school: None.. Fuck School.
33) juice: Apple.
34) cars: Umm.. The Skyline from 2 Fast 2 Furious
35) ice cream: Ergh.. Cookie Dough??
36) holiday: Christmas
37) season: SUMMER
38) breakfast food: Umm.. Nothing?
39) music to brood to: ... Yeah.

DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: Nah.
41) do you save im conversations: Once by accident.. lmao Jennie.
42) save emails: Not often.
43) wish you were someone else: Sometimes. Although I am #1 XD
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: No thanks.
45) cried because of someone's mean words: Mmhmmm.. Right after I hit them ^_^

BEST:
46) cologne: CK
47) friend: JENNIEEEEEEEEEEE
48) kiss: Phht.
49) romantic memory: Phht.
50) most recent advice given to you: Don't put up with other peoples shit.

DO YOU
51) color your hair: I am.. soon. >:]
52) have tattoos: Nah. I want one ^_^
53) have piercings: Yeahhh I wanna get my eyebrow and lip done.
54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Nah.
55) own a webcam: Noo.
56) own a thong: LMAO
57) ever get off the computer: Sure
58) sprechen sie deutsche: I DONT SPEAK FREAKY DEAKY DUTCH
59) habla espanol: Sure
60) quack: oink ^_^

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: Yeah.. :X
62) smoke: I have.. :P
63) schizophrenic: Umm.. no;
64) obsessive: YES..
65) compulsive: ...
66) obsessive compulsive: Hell yeah, sounds good.
67) panic: Alot of the time.
68) anxiety: HELL YES
69) depressed: HELL YES
70) suicidial: HELL YES.. almost 99.9 % of the time.
71) obsessed with hate: I hate alot of peole
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: Umm.. once or twice
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be? In Billys Bed? XD
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: Umm.. Not that I know of
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: eyes. :D And Lips.. :3
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: Maybe
77) would you marry for money: Nahhhhh
78) have you had braces: Noo
79) do you pluck your eyebrows: Yeah..
80) do you like hairy backs: No thnx
81) could you live without a computer: For 24 hours, yes.
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...? AIIIIM
83) if so, how many people are on your lists: AIM= 85
84) if you could live in any past time period, which would it be? 60s
85) do you drink enough water: Maybe.
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: Depends.
87) what is your favorite fruit: Cherries.. Strawberrys
88) do you eat wheat bread or white: white
89) do you kiss on the first date: Depends. If it was Billy.. Sure.
90) are you photogenic: HELL YEAH
91) do you dream in color or black and white: COLORRRR
92) are you wearing fingernail polish: None.
93) do you have any dimples: no.
94) do you remember being born: No, thank God.
95) why do you take surveys: Cause.. No ones on.
96) do you drink alcohol: Umm.. sometimes :X
97) what is the best accent: English/ Australian
98) who do you want to kiss: Billy. >:]
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: sets.
100) do you want to live to be 100?: No. I don't want to live to be 21 in this godforsaken place. ^_^
101) is a flat stomach important to you: PHHHT.
102) are you loyal: SURE
103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs: ... SURE
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: Offff.
105) do you have nightmares frequently: Sometimes..
106) do you like your nose: Yeah.. It's not all big and out there :O)
107) do you think you can draw well: Noooo
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real?: 5, when I found all my presents in the closet.
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet: Like.. 14?
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? Same xP
111) do you write poetry: Yessss..
112) do you snore: Some people say I do.
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? stomach.. I think
114) dog/cat? WOOFIE
115) do you lick stamps: Umm.. Let me get back to ya on that one.
116) do you use an electric can opener? mhmm
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon: Noo.
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain: EMOTIONAL;
119) favorite TV show: Umm.. American Idol? xD
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: Yeah.. I may soon be there.
121) do you prefer a piano or violin: piano
122) are you a sex addict? AH HELL YEAH xD
123) do you know someone who has cancer? Yeah... Luekimiea.. My cousin
124) do you like to argue: Yes.
125) do you hunt: Noo..
126 do you like fast food joints or fancy resteraunts? I hate sitting down in front of people.. So Fast
127) would you rather vist a zoo or an art musuem: ZOO OMG LOOK AT THE MONKEY!
128) do you have a middle name?: Renee.
129) are you basically a happy person: I used to be.
130) are you tired?: Nah.
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: OH YES.
132) how many phones do you have in your house: 5
133) how long is your hair: Umm.. Middle of my back?
134) do you get along with your parent? NO.
135) what color of eyes do you prefer: Brown. Or Blue.
136) first name: JESSICA
137) were you named after anyone?: Nah.
138) do you wish on stars?: No.. They wont come true.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 20:19:51 GMT

Yeah..
I may get a new kitten ^___________________^. We went to the shelter today and they had kittens that were abandoned.. OMG THEY WERE SO FRIGGIN CUTE They were only four weeks old.. :-/ And since they didnt have a mom to take care of them they were drinking bottles.. so cute.

Then we looked at the puppies.. just to look and I started crying, They were so sad and helpless looking!! I just wanted to steal them all. >:(. then we looked at the big dogs and once again I cried.. I realized galf of them would probably get put down.. It was horrible. And I felt so bad.. I walked by this one brown-red hound dog and it was laying down.. I stuck my fingers in the cage and he jumped up and acted like he had known me forever. He was so friendly.. then I started to walk away and he started whimpering and crying. Gosh.. that hurt me. I am going to help them.. somehow. Maybe I can volunteer.. sometime.

Thennnnn.. We went to Wal Mart and I got 2 CDs Nickelback and Smile Empty Soul ^_^

Thats about it.

Oh.. Yeah Dad's out of town tonight ^_^
IM me.. please >:[

OMG IM BACK!

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 01:15:12 GMT

Yeah I was sick.. and yeah.
not much to say.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

dkdkdkdk

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 23:13:55 GMT

Me= feel like crap.
I'm gettin off here. X_X

Bye.

..

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 16:16:12 GMT

Yay. No school. *dances* I'm bordededed. I'm such a dork.. all I had to do this morning was dance around my room like a freak to Good Charlotte-- Gotta love me. XD

:D

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 03:20:47 GMT

AHAHAHAHAHA YESSSSS

PANTHERS WON!!!!

NC REPRESENTIN YO!

WE GOIN TO DA SUPERRRBOWLLLLL

F00tB@ll

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 23:58:59 GMT

YEYYAYAYAYAYAYAYA Gettin ready to watch the game..
Panthers Vs. Eagles!

GO0o0 Pantherssssss

...

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 22:08:35 GMT

YAY I'm happy I got my room cleaned.. I didn't know I had this much room GO ME.

Umm.. IM me, please. I R TEH BOREDEDED

...

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 15:45:00 GMT

Eww. Today is cold and rainy and just.. icky. I feel bad, I think I'm getting sick again. Go Renee. Dad's off work today so I'm sure the day will be pleasant as it always is when he is around. </sarcasm>

I'm really confused right now.. I haven't talked to Jennie in like.. over 24 hours, which is extremely odd for us. I'm worried. >>;

J00- Sorry about having to leave last night dad was on the phone for like 2 hours, and I fell asleep :3.

Atleast we have Monday off. Thank God.. I need an extra day of freedom. :D

XD

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 16:29:09 GMT

AHAHAHA

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OMG I'M BACK! :O

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 16:03:12 GMT

I know.. It's been like forver since I've posted, this is only my 4th post :B. Well.. We've got moved in, I hate it here and especially hate everyone in my school. Butcha know.. That's about it. More later. xP

Birfday gurl!

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 05:43:08 GMT

Wh00t. Go me. I IS THE BIRTHDAY GURL. Whee!

Wish me happyness. NOW.

>.

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 19:29:11 GMT

I was supposed to go to the movies (again) for my birthday. But can I? No! "We have to stay home and pack" IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW FOR GOODNESS SAKE. We can pack later. ERGH. </end>